...that was a painful attempt at fitting in. i should just face it: i am not a social animal and hiding under the stairs with my computer is not a bad way to live. I am feeling slighted by my old friends, an outcast among outcasts. im the lone one to escape, to break through to the other side, to expect more from life and from myself. having such high expectations for yourself means you are dissapointed often, but rarely without progress of some sort.
I think my next stop will be Vienna.