what to do? i know i should be productive.......so easy to be lazy. and my bed is so comfy.
maybe i will dye my hair.
2005-11-20
2005-11-12
My entire world looks brick red.
My entire world looks brick red.
Ive realized I am incredibly bored with life. Ive experienced every emotion i can imagine in one form or another. there is no way i can accomplish all that i had hoped for at this point, so my ambition, my drive is pretty much shot.
Im bored.
the only reason i move at all is because i am bored sitting still for to long.
I have incredible urges to self medicate, so much so that i have officially labeled myself an alchoholic.
If im fucked up then maybe i wont realize what really isnt there.
Im tired of being fed life in convenient 30 minute blocks with laugh track included.
but somehow it makes me feel better if i laugh when i am supposed to laugh. even if i dont really laugh.
Ive realized I am incredibly bored with life. Ive experienced every emotion i can imagine in one form or another. there is no way i can accomplish all that i had hoped for at this point, so my ambition, my drive is pretty much shot.
Im bored.
the only reason i move at all is because i am bored sitting still for to long.
I have incredible urges to self medicate, so much so that i have officially labeled myself an alchoholic.
If im fucked up then maybe i wont realize what really isnt there.
Im tired of being fed life in convenient 30 minute blocks with laugh track included.
but somehow it makes me feel better if i laugh when i am supposed to laugh. even if i dont really laugh.
2005-10-19
L.O.A.
I'm putting myself on a leave of absence. I will return soon when i have managed to pull myself a little bit out of "the job-the other job-searching for job" - stresspool that is my everyday life. For now, know that I am currently afraid of toilets. More to come on that subject later.
2005-10-06
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